On Giving up

A big dilemma as I wake up in the morning.

There are 2 options.

Option1 is a no brainer.. things stay the way they are.  Could make me smug , leading the normal life

Option2 is my desire or a dream that has been dormant for a long time. It is what I that kept me running for the past year or so. The other option is more adventurous , lot of personal risk and uncertainity.

Then I read this :

 "One thing I’ve learned in twen­ty-nine years of play­ing ten­nis: Life will throw ev­ery­thing but the kitchen sink in your path, and then it will throw the kitchen sink. It’s your job to avoid the ob­sta­cles. If you let them stop you or dis­tract you, you’re not doing your job, and fail­ing to do your job will cause re­grets that par­a­lyze you more than a bad back. " - Open: An Autobiography

The dilemma is gone. I know my job now.